Trying Not to Panic

February 1 is getting close. I am trying not to panic.

Some days it’s, “It’s OK, you’ve got this.” Other days, it’s, “What???”

I Can Do This

I have done enough of this sort of thing to know that I really do not know what I am getting myself into. I know there will be glorious days and miserable days. It goes with the territory. I know the only way to find out for sure is to do it.

Physically I know I can do it, barring injury or illness. I am vaxed and boosted and being careful. But even at the tender age of seventy-one, it is the mind game where the battle will be won or lost. I plan to win this one. I have read Appalachian Trials and done the exercises. I will do so again before the end of the month.

I was out for a test walk in Durand Eastman Park Saturday afternoon, with pack. The hips were complaining that I have not done enough of this late. They settled down once I got my stride on the trails. I neglected to wear my microspikes. That was a mistake. With the temperature in the mid-20s F and bright sunshine, the trail got slick in high-traffic areas. The microspikes are worth every ounce. Being a Rochester, New York boy, I am respectful of the Georgia winter at altitude but not particularly concerned. I was warm and comfy Saturday and I was not wearing all clothes I will have with me. Wool and down are your friends.

Gear Old and New, a Sampling

Sleeping

Over the years I have collected a lot of hiking and camping gear. I have bought other new gear for the trip. I am still picking through the piles, thinking about what will work best and weigh least. I bought a zero-degree bag and an inflatable mattress. If I can sleep warm and dry I can put up with pretty much everything else. My tent is a lightweight two-person tent from REI, where I have spent far too much money in the 45 years I have been a member. The tent is basically a tarp with floor and bug netting. It weighs in at just over two pounds, considerably less than my old Sierra Designs Glacier Tent. I changed my firstborn’s diapers in that tent camped on the snow out behind the airfield at Nome, Alaska. That was a long time ago.

Cooking

I am not a fancy cook on the trail. In the interest of weight and simplicity I am setting aside my ancient and beloved Svea 123 gas stove and going with an alcohol stove, and maybe two. I have a lovely little stove from Garage Grown Gear and a fine beer can stove I made in a workshop several years ago. Both work well. I don’t know which I prefer. Since the stove weight is trivial I expect I will take both. My cooking pot is from a four-person cook set that was given to us as a wedding present forty-nine years ago! The pot did not have a cover so I made one from a coffee can bottom. I will likely take a tea kettle as well, this one from a different cook set I bought years ago. Food resupply with be in stores along the way. I have no interest in setting up complicated logistics.

Carrying

Which pack I take will depend on whether I can fit all the winter bulk into the lovely light pack I got at REI. Otherwise, it will be my exterior frame pack. It weighs a bit more, but more room and places to secure things. It is an old friend.

In the past, I have worn leather boots when the weather turned cold and snowy. I wore them for my snowshoe tromping around Letchworth State Park last winter. Now I am wearing my Obōz hiking shoes, with gaiters, for my winter hiking to find out whether they will keep my feet warm enough. My current pair is showing some wear; I bought another pair from REI. “I love these Obōz. I want another pair just like them.”

Keeping My Head On Straight

Keeping my head warm is easy enough. The photograph shows my wonderful Genesee Beer fuzzy hat. I love it.

Keeping the head pointed in the right direction isn’t too hard either. I have loved topographic maps for even longer than I have loved computers, and that goes back a long way. Having been a computer and network geek for most of my seventy-one years, I am doing this trip as low-tech as possible. I will have my National Geographic maps and AWOL’s Appalachian Guide. The phone will be turned off most of the time to conserve battery life. I do hope to find a lightweight Bluetooth keyboard for blogging purposes. I am a ten-fingered typist with a keyboard and an inefficient one-fingered typist without.

Keeping my head on straight is more complicated. I will have my Bible and prayer book and a couple other small books. I will have a journal and pencil. I will do a full book post later on.

See you on the trail!

Enough rambling for now. I will do the obligatory gear photo and blog before I leave. Expect photographs and more rambling.

The photograph below is from Letchworth State Park late last summer. I used my c1950 Argus C3 “Brick” and Ilford HP5 Plus film.

Affiliate Disclosure

This website contains affiliate links, which means The Trek may receive a percentage of any product or service you purchase using the links in the articles or advertisements. The buyer pays the same price as they would otherwise, and your purchase helps to support The Trek's ongoing goal to serve you quality backpacking advice and information. Thanks for your support!

To learn more, please visit the About This Site page.

Comments 22

  • Dave Beaty : Jan 10th

    Like I said on DA ,, you got this Steve..

    Reply
    • pearwood : Jan 10th

      Thanks, Dave!

      Reply
  • Christine Taylor : Jan 10th

    You’re starting in Feb, that means extra cold weather gear in your pack. Do your hips a favour and make your pack as light as safety possible. A pot and a kettle and a couple books and a Bible and a journal and too maps and Awols guide! There are lots of things to take. Your hips will decide what you absolutely need. Hopefully you haven’t jeopardize your hike when you find out. Good luck. I hope you can do it.

    Reply
    • pearwood : Jan 10th

      Thanks, Christine. There is plenty of paring down to be done.

      Reply
  • TaffyUK : Jan 10th

    Nice to se a clear photo, hopefully I will see you further North, planned start date about 21st Feb.

    Reply
    • pearwood : Jan 10th

      Thanks, Taffyuk.
      Likely enough, I am not going to be setting any speed records.

      Reply
  • DaddyLonglegs : Jan 10th

    As Christine noted above, you have lots of ballast to jettison. Sooner you pare back the weight the better. (Ex: You can make tea in your pot. No need for a kettle too!)
    We all start out the journey rolling a little too heavy, so fear not. Determining what’s essential will whittle down that pack. We are all rooting for you!
    One step at a time…Happy Trails!
    -DLL

    Reply
    • pearwood : Jan 10th

      Thank you, DLL!
      Oh, yes. I have a small scale for the small stuff and a baggage scale for a gross-weight sanity check. There is plenty of paring down to be done.
      I am discovering how different it is packing for an extended hike with resupply versus a multi-day trip where you have to carry everything you will need for the entire distance. The weight trade-offs are different. At least I don’t have to carry a lot of extra water on the AT.
      Blessings,
      Steve

      Reply
  • Paul : Jan 10th

    You got this, Pearwood…

    Reply
    • pearwood : Jan 10th

      Thanks, Paul!

      Reply
  • Kelly Floro : Jan 10th

    Good luck, Pearwood! We’re all rooting for you 🙂

    Reply
    • pearwood : Jan 10th

      Thanks, Kelly!

      Reply
  • Peter Randrup : Jan 10th

    Lots of options, and plenty of time to test what works and what might be improved. Stay dry and warm, enjoy the journey, and may you summit on the very last possible day!

    Reply
    • pearwood : Jan 10th

      Thank you, Peter!

      Reply
  • Just Bob : Jan 10th

    Hey!
    The Smithsonian Institute just called and wants some of your gear !!!! (LOL!)

    You seem to have the right mindset to complete this journey. While physical preparation is important, so is the mental.
    You got this !!!
    I will definitely be following and bid you good luck!

    Reply
    • pearwood : Jan 10th

      Thanks, Bob, and harrumph. I love that Svea 123 stove. It just works.
      Old thru-hikers are like brides — something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue.
      Yes, it is finally happening. I will glad to have the preparation (and panic) behind me and actually be on the trail.
      Blessings,
      Steve

      Reply
  • Katie Melsky : Jan 10th

    I relate so hard to this title. You’ve got this!

    Reply
    • pearwood : Jan 11th

      Thanks, Katie!

      Reply
  • leakyboots! : Jan 11th

    Hey, Pearwood, who said it, “I’ve had good days and bad days…and kinda half-mad days!”
    I’m a 78 something slacker, lasher, trying to section-hike the dream. With some guidance, hope to address the Whites this July.
    Agree with the others on paring down the heap…except for the Bible. Slowly at first. Another geezer rooting for you on every step!

    Reply
    • pearwood : Jan 11th

      Hello, Sir LeakyBoots!
      Thank you. Methinks reality will set in as I try to fit everything in the pack and then hoist it onto my shoulders.
      We may be in the Whites about the same time.
      Blessings,
      Steve / pearwood

      Reply
  • Jasper B. : Jan 19th

    I wish you luck as you finalize your gear list, and thank you for writing such a personable, insightful introduction— I found the “voice” with which you write so engaging.

    I hope you find a keyboard (or some other such idea) to help us follow you along the trail. Regardless, your pleasure and experiences matter far more than worrying about computer access— I’m sure we’d love your stories just as much if they come to us post-trail as we will if they come during.

    I look forward to meeting you (and your fuzzy hat?) out there. Be well, pack light, hike safe, and enjoy the journey.

    Reply
    • pearwood : Jan 20th

      Thanks, Jasper. One week until I’m on the Amtrak…

      Reply

What Do You Think?