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Midnight reflection of a simple mind
Reading the posts of my fellow hikers, I am amazed by the depth of their analysis while trying to explain the reasons that brought them to jump in this adventure.
Not for the first time, I am confronted to the shallowness of my mind… and I don’t see it as a problem at all!
Why am I doing this? Why am I leaving a good job, with a decent salary, one year from full retirement? Why am I going away from my dear companion who not only loves and understands me, but is also an outstanding chef ? Why do I want to punish a body that is not perfect but still fully functional?
All that to go eat re-hydrated crap in a norovirus-infested environment… To wake up before the sun , to hike so many hours a day, 6 days a week, up and down mountains…To get frozen, scratched, bruised, bit, swollen, burned, broken and deformed?
I am a normal person living a normal life. I have no mental or physical illness. I am not mourning anybody or anything. I am not dealing with a divorce.
So why?????
Simple answer from my simple mind?
Because I can!
Life showed me a window where I could realize my dream of 30 years with a minimum of disturbances to my people: I can’t pass the opportunity.
I will live with the financial consequences of my decision later. The important is to have just enough of everything. That’s what my simple mind tells me.
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I would urge you to reconsider Mental illness. I had it for a while but if you are lucky it goes away sometimes after a thousand miles or so.
Good luck!
The trail provides! Glad Mother Earth helped you on the way!
Hey Brigitte! Simple reasons are no less valid. I’m glad you are taking the opportunity to follow this dream of yours – there is tremendous value in doing so. Hope you have a wonderful hike!
I recently read something along the lines of, “the options wouldn’t present itself if you weren’t ready.” You got this, Brigitte, and I can’t wait to follow along and hopefully see you out there!
Because you can! Yes I love it and have a similar mindset myself. That’s the beauty of the trail, brings us all together no matter the reasons or lack of them.